I spent this morning with Tab. I don't know why it's so important to spend time with her. The couple of times we've arranged to spend a morning together, I find myself wondering why I agreed to it. Not because of her. But her friends/family. Her step-mom is weird and a chain smoker. Her other friend Carey is cool but we have nothing in common. Maybe it's just the smoke. I can't stand cigarette/pot smoke. Bleh. I need more friends. Or I need to clone the few friends I really love spending time with. Maybe that would work.

It's Halloween. Samhain. Maybe I just need to call the corners and see what happens. Tonight is the night the veil is thinnest. Something's bound to come through and give me some idea what to expect this next year.

I have no job. Rather than stick his neck out for me, my boss chose to let me get the "either you allow us to screw you or we'll take the 'no thanks' as an 'i quit." I wasn't going to get upset over it but the boy brought it up and the more I think about it, the more that pisses me off.

I have bigger balls than the men I worked for. How about them apples?